She left for UK.

Woke up 8.20 in the morning, thank god my sister put her racket in the corridor. I went to Holiday Villa for badminton. Only this time, it's free. Thanks to our friend Ling Yen that booked the court for us.

Ling Yen brought her sister along, at first her sister didn't want to play. But we dragged her to play anyway.

Played doubles match, I teamed up with Guan. We almost won okay! Damn close. You guys were so damn lucky I tell you.

While we were playing, there was this class going on at the same time as well.


Eu Gene flashes back to his graduation day from this class


Ehehehe, self explanatory

The highlight from the game was, Yong Jie hit his own balls while trying to return a shot. Damn man <_<

Badminton was pretty awesome. My day was so good until night time.

This explains everything


She left to board the plane to UK

I realise this year is probably the closest I've been to her. Why must she leave now, when I have so much to tell her ;(

Oh well, I couldn't help but notice the very macho father of mine, can't hide his red nose ;D I didn't cry though, knowing I'll see her pretty soon.

Please do well in your exam and come back soon yeah. Love you so much Jie.

Congratulations Melissa And Steven!

Saturday

I woke up 6 in the morning, 6 in the morning!! My eyes half closed walking around the house like a clown, and believe me I even wore my shirt inside out, AGAIN.

Anyways, I was in charge of opening the car door for the groom. I was kind okay, I didn't ask for a bigger Ang Pau ( actually I kinda regret now ).


Results from last minute shopping?


Newly weds sharing having their ' tang yuan '


Bride gets emotional with her mom during tea ceremony

We missed the garden wedding cause we're too tired to attend. Ended up sleeping throughout the evening.

Went to Cyberview Lodge for the dinner. That place is seriously hidden somewhere, signboards are so darn small and they're covered by bushes. My god.

We reached there early, and my my, when they wrote Formal and Glamorous on the invitation card they really meant it.

And yeah, it's the first time I see so many Ang Moh at a wedding. It was something new. Maybe this unity if colours can work out? Heh


Their first dance as husband and wife

It's quite surprising no one left early. Y'know usually people leave early. I think those that leave early don't have respect for the bride and groom, at least give face right.


Our last siblings photo until next year

Got back about 12 and I just doze off right away.

Do you talk to your hair?

Friday

School was boring seriously, the two jokers ditched us and then went missing forever. They even told us next week they'll do their disappearing act too. Ugh, screw this.

Back home, I was watching Made of Honor and suddenly someone texted me, or was it me who texted first. Anyway, I was about to go out to 3b for basketball. So I decided to pay a visit to my friend, kiil two birds with one stone eh? ;D

We caught up, and had our laughs. And most of the time I pick up lil small details to talk about, or rather the small details comes to me. What's the difference?

Then I left to do my cycling marathon up to PH. I was going to pay Min Xian a visit. But I gave up in the end cause its too far? Maybe it wasn't about the distance, but it's how the people drive. Come on lah, have mercy for the white chinese boy on bike.

I got pissed and turned back, ended up cycling against the traffic flow. Cars coming towards me on both sides all looking at me as if I'm some weirdo. Oh well, I manage to make it to MPSJ in time. Only this time, I didn't miss Jess's warmup ;D

We ran a few rounds and I had to call it quits because I cycled long distance earlier.

Jess said cycling is good for long jump.
Random dude said cycling is bad for your balls

ZOMG, I definitely don't want that to happen xD

Imagine me without my Father's Day


Note the not-so-white hair ;D

Anyway, I was so tired but I dragged myself to tuition.

• Min Xian

• Nicholas
  

Eh you know the bigger your head the more spread out your hair is?
No such thing ok.
How you know?
My mom is a graduate in London
Does her hair talk to her?
Does your hair talk to you?
I talk to my hair * big smile *


No offense Min Xian ;D credits goes to you for being such a joker.

I dozed off after coming home. Sorry for ditching you ;(

Everyone's leaving a secret life

Min Xian and Denise, the two clowns went missing. I went to visit them at the Newsroom before English period. And I caught Eu Gene red-handed. Not going to state here for my safety purposes ;D

Min Xian and Denise were busy drafting out their plans for the AD so I just quietly left and went for class.

After recess, I jokingly hugged Moy from the back on the stairs and said I missed him. Then he grabbed my hand and we took the long road up to the class, which also means passing by the Form 5's. Wth man, we looked like gays hugging. I think Jac saw me, so HI ;D

Back in class, I sat beside Serene. We talked about body language. She showed me the 'I'm annoyed' pose. I got freaked out and tried not to agitate her. Later on she told me that's what she does when she wants to listen to people talk. *Phew*

I met Grace Koh earlier after I gave Eu Gene his bag. I was like ' Grace Koh, nice blog ' (lame line). Then we talked a bit until we got out of school. She seems nice though.

After school, I wonder why I was called to meet up at U4 field, so I went. Eu Gene, Guan Sheng, Ili and friend, Asiah and Yong Jie was there. We chatted a lil bit and then went home.

It was jam and because I cycled I got stuck there. Ugh, curse you Bazaar, but bless you bazaar food ;D Speaking of Bazaar, I haven't been there for ages. Maybe I should call up a few buds and eat there.

Went jogging late, by the time I wanted to start jogging, Rikhai and Jess cooled down. So instead Pooven accompanied me. AND AND AND, why the hell is everyone joining the tracking team, I mean not that you aren't allowed to join. It's just that I was like the second newbie this month. Now there are 4~5 more newbies in the team. This is crap, I guess I'll work twice as hard, or even 10 times harder.

I even found out people live their secret life. For example my friend that's actually a pro dancer. Gosh.


It's a start


She never fails to make me smile, and now she puts a smile on my finger :)

I've been tagged...

By MIN XIAN the RETARDED joyful one!

Before I begin, I can't finish the tag cause my eyes are very small can! I can't see the photos >:D

A picture of you with your best smile:



Why are you smiling?
I didn't know what was I doing there, but look! MY EYES DISAPPEAR!


Who is he/she?



Huh who's she? She's this retarded girl that never fails to make me smile. Helped me a lot when I'm down. Really feel glad to be her friend. You rock you rock you rock!


A picture of a place you dislike:



Describe the environment:
Hot and creepy, really small. When I said small, I mean really small! When I stand up, my head bangs the ceiling <_<


A picture of you with some toys or cute stuff:



Is this considered one? Haha, it's self explanatory. taken 2 years ago.

END OF TAG


Anyway, my day wasn't spectacular because Min Xian went missing I think?

But! After school, she said she couldn't study, and somehow I was online playing Guess The Sketch on Facebook. So I asked her to join in.

Registered all account for her, and we started playing. 1, 2, and almost 3 hours just passed like that, we're so damn lifeless ;D Some people are bad in art.

I read Min Xian's blog where she said she has nice legs, and that Me and D are burning calories? Truth is you don't have nice legs okay! No lah, maybe it's okay-legs? :X

I went jogging in the evening. I got really pissed because my dad only limit me to half an hour of jogging and asked me to be back by 6. I'm like, it's 6 now and who the heck goes dinner at 6? Normally we'll go at 7. And, I just walked out like that and headed to MPSJ.

Guess who I saw, our disciplinary teacher Pn. Regina. I think the whole school is coming to MPSJ.



This should be the welcome sign :

Welcome to MPSJ USJ 12 Territory


Anyways, my leg hurted so bad that I couldn't move. So I just slept and didn't do anything else.

Happy Birthday Yoke Lin!

Wow my lil sister is 14 now, look how fast time flies. I tell you what sis, you were born to get bullied by me ;D No lah, not going to do that anymore. So that's your present kay, haha.

Didn't do much in school, just chilled along the corridor, sitting on the floor. Best thing was the windy weather. I realise that a lot of people we like are going for NS, I'm thinking that someone is heartbroken now.

After tuition right, Nic, Teck, and me went and ring other people's door bell. Hit and Run! The two houses they rang, no one came out. But wtf, for the one I rang, some kid and her mom came out, luckily I ran out in time, phew.

Later on, I kidnapped Teck to do a lil last minute party planning for my sis's birthday. Went to Daore and made some reservations. Sent Teck home and head straight to Daore again.


Don't know why, but when I see this I feel like eating


My not-so-spicy dish


My sis and I

After eating, my sis and I went to get the cake we asked the people to keep, so here it is.


lovely chocolate cheese from Secret Reciepe


birthday girl!


Family picture. I think I'm the only one that didn't show my teeth

It was really filling, I think everyone overate except me ;D Oh ya, normally we would say thanks to the waiter that refills our tea, but the waiter thanked me when he refilled my tea. It was kinda funny.

And then right, when he serve us the complimentary pancake, he said ' This is korean roti canai ' I was like wth man, hah, but that guy is seriously funny though.

After the dinner, I went around Taipan and y'know a lot of shops are closed. I think they anticipated something to happen today. Hmm, I really hope nothing happens though. Touchwood :X

I went to Starbucks, grab a ice blended mocha, and played some cards and last but not least, GOSSIP. Slash that, we were just talking about my past.

Oh! Remember Disney Channel's Azura? I saw her there, she changed a lot seriously, hairstyle everything. Not gonna say its good or bad ;D

Btw, my N73 is acting up again, this time I can't stand it. Can't even reply, view photos, take photos, everything. Ugh, it's not that I didn't try to fix it, I did. I give up.

So,


LG Shine

You're my companion now, don't disappoint me :)

After listening to my friend, I have to say this. BEING IN A RELATIONSHIP, doesn't mean you have to lock yourself in a cage. You also need to have a life okay!? You should not restrict your partner from making friends, sure you two are in love or whatever, but it's not right. Take me for example, if I didn't have friends, what would I be if I broke up with someone and so on. Bear that in mind please. Sure it is romantic to think that the world is just about you two only, but face reality seriously, everyone needs friends, and they need their life too!

And so, today is very nostalgic. I'm so tired so I'm going off now. Laters.

Debate!

Okay, today we had no class as expected. All of us got marks for our extra-curricular activities. Well, you know us right, we CAN'T stay still.

Min Xian, Denise, Ling Yen, Wei Han, Shawn and me sat in a group. Min Xian started speaking in BM. So we were like commenting on her BM.

• Shawn

• Min Xian

Where got people speak proper BM wan!?
Your BM is pasar wan leh!


After arguing a lil, we came up with this.

PROPER WAY OF SPEAKING





Checks on him....





PASAR WAY




So you decide which is best ;D

Urgh, I hate the weather, one minute it's going to rain, the next minute it's not going to. Guys, sorry for not coming along to jog. I'm afraid of the weather lol :D

Before I go, as Shawn requested


Siew Kwan stepping on Shawn's head

Happy Birthday Cheryl!

Ah, your birthday is so late okay! Makes me feel darn old. I heard your celebrating with your family, enjoy your birthday xD


We woke up at 9.20 in the morning


Eu Gene discovering his lost childhood

We met Guan and gang at this mamak. We were supposed to go CC after eating but then, I was tired, I barely got any sleep yesterday.

We went home at about 11 am, then I went out again. Only this time, with my family. We went to Imperial China for dim sum, I haven't had those for a long time.

I'm so full after eating all that, didn't wanna do anything else, so I just stayed and chilled at home.

Mom was talking about restricting me from going out. BUT, I don't think that's gonna happen anytime soon.

I wonder whether there is class tomorrow, but to be safe I'll just pack everything in.

Mooncake Festival

Woke up 8 in the morning, fetched Yong Jie about 8.30 when we were supposed to be there during that time. We reached there about half an hour late.

First thing I saw was Nabi Wong's face. Zac, Jian Yao, Bryan, Shaun was there. We had this mini tournament and I lost 2 sets straight to Zac.

Later on I played with Eu Gene and Yong Jie. We tried tennis style of playing. Yong Jie even tried to bounce the shuttlecock as if it was a ball.


They banged into each other after I returned the shot.

Eu Gene wanted to hit the shuttlecock from so far away but ended up ramming into the net. God, I laughed so hard. I think I laughed more than I played.

Played about 2 hours then we headed to A&W for lunch. When I walked in I couldn't recognize this guy and aunty that was looking at me. They look so familiar. I wanted to go order my food but then I turned back and whatcha know, it's Meng Kit. We caught up a lil, looks like he's gonna be alone in M'sia for awhile. Shiok lah you.

Ate my Mozza and I ended up being the last one to go home ;( I asked Eu Gene and Yong Jie to dota but they said they wanted to sleep so I took the laptop and went to my room, watched Forgetting Sarah Marshall and I fell asleep without realising it.

I don't really take afternoon naps so I woke up an hour later, about 5. I got called down to help out to prepare the ingredients. We were suppose to cook and my grandparents were coming at 7. So yeah rush rush rush!


Chef Hao in the making.


Chili Crabs!



Manchester United Vs Liverpool match was on TV, it was 1-1. Wanted to watch it, until, I called Eu Gene and he said he was at U11, I heard from the phone it was like so happening? And I heard MIN XIAN SCREAMING.

I quickly packed my stuff, and went to U11. My sis fetched me there. When I got down the car, I was like stunned. It's so happening, damn a lot of human. Trust me, I think the numbers was like close to a 100? Maybe I exaggerated a lil but you get what I mean.

I had to leave my sister alone there, sorry about that! Pity her lah, I wonder who she called to accompany her.

Oh yeah, I couldn't recognize the person who was calling me, I think it's Jia Vie, it was too dark, so sorry about that. All a sudden, Eu Gene shouting my name from a distance. I ran towards them. Seriously damn a lot of people, and guess what? I saw C And D, I didn't expect that and I was pretty shocked.

A lot of U12 people was there, we played a lil bit of futsal then the whole gang went missing. I couldn't take any pictures, it was too dark! Damn it.

I met up with Nic and the gang, then we started walking around the field singing like Jakuns. Some part of the field was really bright, we kept singing and everyone looked at us. Gee, I guess we unwanted attention. Imagine people on the streets the next day :

Hey, that's the jakun that was singing.

Not long after, we got an unexpected visitor - Wui Jie, Fishy! I haven't seen him for quite some time, we're all busy with our own things. He got taller since I last saw him, I'm not losing to him man!

And we celebrated Cheryl's early birthday on the spot. Wonder where the cake went though.


taken from Yen Yi's blog. A lil reminder : Her birthday is tomorrow.

It was already humid there, but some bugger just had to throw coke around. I got splashed with coke man, but not really soaking wet, just sticky.

Another surprising visitor, Serene came along! Looks like someone's mood turned good ;D



Picture perfect? Crap, someone's head is missing.


from left : Min Xian, Me, Serene, Denise


Cheryl, Wui Jie, Me, Denise, Serene

It was about 11 at night, everyone started leaving. And Yong Jie went missing, I don't even have transport home y'know, and yet you ask me to stay over. But it's alright, I managed to get Sam to fetch me. Really appreciate him fetching me. We really had a lot to talk about, especially the Std 5 thing, hehe.

Didn't knew Sam appeared on Colgate Ads before, luckily I don't use Colgate. Chey, just kidding.

I reached Yong Jie's house, it was dark and quiet. Not because I was scared or anything, it's just creepy. On top of that, his house is dark, I don't even know if they were still awake. I called Yong Jie's phone twice, no one picked up. I didn't wanna ring the bell cause I'm afraid his family might wake up.

In the end, I rang the bell. First face I saw was Yong Jie's.



Anyway, we watched anime and football. Then Eu Gene, that joker don't know doing what on the pc. My eyes was half closed watching Naruto.

We decided to go sleep, I quickly took the bed on the floor. Hah you get what I mean ;D They shared a bed. Just when I was about to get some shut eye, they took out the laptop and watched anime. Not only that, they kept playing Benny Lava. Aiyo.

I couldn't take it anymore so I just slept.

Before I forget,

Happy Sweet Sixteen Christopher Tay!
Now you're old, just like me. Haha, one more year and you get your license. Till then.


After today, I still think Real men wear pink

Guitar? Music?

I got dragged to Sunway to shop for the wedding. Wasn't really keen on going but I don't have any other time to go. Went in G2000 and Parkson, that's basically it.

And y'know what? I think I regret buying the shirt after hearing what Min Xian has to say ;( Sigh, now I wished they have return policies.

Supposedly I was gonna meet a friend but NOO she had to take her sweet time to come. I was long gone before she even reached Sunway -.-

Got home, watched a lil bit of Naruto and went jogging.

Jessica ffk'ed me >:( She said she wants to jog somewhere else. Gosh, then I ended up jogging only 4 rounds? She was the one that said ' tomorrow come jog okay? ' Gee.

I met Rikhai, Pooven, Brian and the Thean Bros. We carried the goal post to the field, don't think we're allowed to do that but heck who cares. Played a lil football then we seperated and went home.

I rushed home and got changed for tuition. There were like flies in the tuition, wth man. And we got a crippy crawler that 'walked' to sher-maine after it got whacked badly. I DIDNT FLICK IT :D

Then I was kinda blur when Nicholas mentioned Mt.Kiara but I think I'll just go anwyay. Sorry Min Xian, heh

Off-topic
They arrested Raja Petra, and I don't think that's all they gonna do. I'm not sure what's becoming of Malaysia, so let's flee the country before it kills us X)

One last thing, Min Xian found the title for me : You and Me
I got so addicted and now I want to start playing the guitar. And now all I gotta do is...


omgwtfbbq where's the strings?!?!!?!?

Yeah, fix the strings. Seriously can't wait to get started.

Anyway, having badminton later so time to get some shut eye.

I have a passion for food!

Okay, its the breakup anniversary today. I know, I know its darn funny but still I think I feel extremely happy today. Eu Gene and Ling Yen was having their lover's battle.

For me? I sat with Min Xian and talked all the way through bio, talking about how we used to be and all. After that, Denise joined in the fun, so I was like sitting between both of them. We were really engrossed in the conversation.

Suddenly, our form teacher came in. We were like running in different directions back to our seats. Ya know like how ants run away when something stomps the ground. Really messy but funny to witness.


Main highlight of school was :

I accidentally touched LY's leg.

Me : Sorry Eu Gene, I accidentally touch her leg.

I moved away from them.

Eu Gene : Can I accidentally whack your balls?


and,

The two jokers Yong Jie and Eu Gene in the lab. God I want to see that.


After school, I went to Bangsar Village, I couldn't find any shirt to buy there. Raoul has gay shirts seriously. And luckily someone found her dress :)

Met up with Nanda and his friend, we had drinks but I ended up eating. Their damn funny weih. Too bad I had to rush back for tuition if not we could have talk longer.

Anyway, I was thinking about one thing the whole day, FOOD!
After I watched this movie I was thinking, maybe I really love food after all. My interest keeps on changing but for this I really think it can come true?

Let's see, Chef Hao?



God, if that happens I'll probably treat you guys to fine dining. YOU WISH :D

Last but not least, remember that movie Click? I just talked to someone, remember the slow motion part in that movie while the girl was jogging.

What if, they made Click 2 and instead of bouncing boobs, picture a bouncing fat stomach in slow mo, oh my god I think they'd be damn funny. And I know who to cast for that roll ;)

I think I believe in karma

I was thinking about what happened recently, and I read through all the message history. Things people did to me recently, actually I've done it to them before. Oh crap, I never really want to say this but.

Karma, I believe in you.


Min Xian, thanks for advising me, I made up my mind now. Gosh, I wonder what would I do without you.

But then, USJ is not silly at all, and uh I think I support Yong Jie. Sorry to say, haha.

You're my soulfood
Yeah you know who you are.

What do you actually want?

This is weird, one minute we're talking, the next minute we're not on talking terms. I don't get it, playing the silent game is not a solution. Sure you might think it is, but it isn't.

It's just like this example.

There's a hole, you see it, but you jump over it and ignore it. The thing is, even though you did not fall in, doesn't mean there isn't a hole there.

See what I mean? Basically the problem is never really solved by just ignoring each other. I think there isn't any problem to begin with? Unless you can tell me what is it.

And most importantly, you broke your promise, never make one if you can't keep one. Gosh, you made me believed we could be friends, now you just have to wreck that hope apart right? Sigh, I don't know what do you want from me. I accompanied you as a friend when I can't sleep and you can't either.

And now? You just created another wound, this time, wound of disappointment.

Ka Hui & Hui Lyn, I tried my best already, so this time it isn't my fault.

And Winnie, sure you might have a lot of friends and so on. But, at least I put in effort to help someone in need, not because I expect something in return, but because that's what friends do.

Quality over quantity. Have you heard about it before? I don't know really, if you just want to end this friendship without a word. I have nothing to say about it. Just really disappointed about what's going on now.

My mind is cloudy

It was 4am, my sisters and I were watching Zohan. I accidentally fell asleep, oops my bad :S The two sisters woke me up and made fun of me, I can't remember what they said but I head back to my room and uh, be dead to the world.

I think I was having a good dream till I was interrupted by MPSJ songs. GOD! I hate them man. I walked down the stairs and suddenly my mom was like ' Tze Hao! ' I got a shock there and then I nearly fell.

Cold war ended, I did my usual routine cleaning up the fish pond for my dad, at the same time I was texting Aunt W and another friend. After that I slept throughout the afternoon.

Woke up at 5.30, then I went to jog around MPSJ to clear my mind, I think I hurt my ankle yesterday and its still not healed. Met up with the Thean brothers. But the real highlight of the day was when a bunch of girls I don't even know invited me to play volleyball.

I felt weird at first, but they were really nice, ended up playing for half an hour. the sky got dark and I headed home. I think if it wasn't late I would have stayed longer cause the weather was cooling. The girls asked me to come again next week. Hmmm, who knows? Maybe I'll have weekly volleyball sessions with them :D

Speaking of which,, I haven't shop for the upcoming wedding. damn =\

Feeling awkward

Friday

I woke up in the morning, realising I didn't finish my work. So during the first period, I walked around the classroom trying to avoid my book from getting checked by the teacher, was joined by a few friends as well.

After recess, Min Xian went missing and I didn't get to tell my story. Boo you :( I was playing reversi with Eu Gene, we got draw, thanks to Ling Yen :D

Then, I head down to the bookstore just to buy a book to play five stone chess. It just to pass time, we were hella bored anyway. Suddenly, everyone got work to do. We ended up canceling our lunch with Yong Jie. Sorry bro, I really wanted to eat together.

Back home, Ka Hui called me to confirm whether I'm going. I managed to get my mom to fetch me to OU after a day of convincing. Of course, I skipped tuition. I reached there late cause I was looking around for my necklace and now its LOST. I can't remember where I last placed it, didn't touch it for like a year plus.

I met up with them at Chilis, believe me I thought it would be like shitty, but it wasn't. The only thing that bugged me was how Jun Weng did some sneaky smile and somehow I think he implied something.

I pity Winnie's friend though, she got confronted by the waiter just because of the fasting thing. I thought girls who is having P doesn't have to fast. Weird eh?

The guys called us up for futsal, we went to the lift and, IT WAS THE WRONG LIFT. I think people was like ' why this people so jakun '. We walked back and forth wondering which lift to take. OH! and some guy in white shirt pressed all the buttons on the lift. We got stuck on the lift for sometime thanks to that someone.

Reached there about 5pm, I finally met Yusof and Nick, and lastly Jason. They're pretty good at playing futsal I guess, I couldn't do much since my ankle still hurt. And I didn't expect to play today either. It was quite fun in the end. Bumped into Aunt W so many times. I think that's the worst injury I sustained in futsal :X

Headed to Shakey's for dinner, I was full as hell, but there were two people missing, we were suppose to split among 8 people man. We ended up splitting the bill among 6. Hui Lyn was mad about something *ahem ahem* I think I'll keep it to myself.

To rap it up, we watched Zohan cause SOME people can't take horror movies. Zohan was alright for me, but well a lil porn-ish and the expression on the old women made me sick. We had a lil drama in the cinema, people climbing up and down the seats. heh, my head got kicked by Yusof twice , grr >:(

After the movie we ran, I think we ran to the taxi stand to buy our tickets back to home. THEY TRIED TO CON US. I don't remember paying so much just to get back home! Jun Weng ended up calling the cab company, they use meter fyi.

I sleptover at Ka Hui's. Woke up 4 in the morning just to shut off that damn emo song! Believe me, the feeling of awkwardness was clouding my mind the whole day.


after futsal.


and, another photo before we head home.



Saturday

Woke up 7.30 in the morning, we changed and went to Apiit for basketball training. I thought it'd suck but I was wrong. The training was cool, and I gotta admit that the coach was the nicest coach I've ever met. So yeah, Coach Allan knows my ex-coach Kit Yuan. What a small world.

We played some games after the training, I think I like the team, I'll definitely consider this. Ka Hui's sis fetched us back after that. We had dominos for lunch.

I chilled a lil while back at his house then my sis came to fetch me. Updated her a lil with what happened and so on.

It was 6pm, I was so embarrassed because I had to ditch two firneds on mine, cause APPARENTLY, we're late for dinner. OH YEAH, we're so late -.- I got alienated afterward and I don't like it at all, but I'll just keep quiet since I can't do anything about it.

Just bought myself a wrist band and I'm late for a dota game. laters

passion and love

No please...

I woke up with a very uncomfy mood after receiving a call from MX, changed my mood completely. But then, it was good to know that I can help her out, even if it was just a bit.

I came to school, knowing I'm still early, I still got detained and they said I'm late. There were like at least 40 more people beside me. Take all of us in lah!

In the end, we were released. Back in class, we were telling each other about the wildest thing we have done in our life. Everything just came back flowing to me, so we never did stop talking haha.

Denise was really bold today for calling our teacher old, you got to see the change in her facial expression. She didn't really mind though, really easy going person. that's pretty much what happened in school.

Oh ya! Thinking about it just makes me sick. I think that using money to buy affection is utterly wrong. The importance of passion and love is ignored in a relationship. However, I have to face reality, using money indirectly buys others affection. If the person falls for the money, might as well don't get involved, the love wouldn't last, because there's no exact passion.

To the friends I cherish and love :

When you're down and troubled,
And you need some loving care,
And nothing is going right,
Close your eyes and think of me,
And soon I will be there,
To brighten up even your darkest night

Hopefully this Saturday is on.
Guys, please please please put badminton in the afternoon :D

A lil add on :

You know what? I don't think I care anymore, because out there, there are people that have problems that are even bigger than mine. And seriously, you don't have much of an impact on me. Go fly a kite.

September!

Yes September is here! I tell you I couldn't wait for August to pass, it was a foul month for me. From breakups to injured ankles to poor results. Uh , maybe results doesn't really matter. Hah, cancel that.

I'm really glad that I can walk now, before that I missed so many stuff till I didn't have anything else to do. Maybe I can thank Eu Gene for dotaing with me and losing with me :D

Anyway, today our malay buddies are fasting now. I don't know how do they handle it but wow they can! I think starving is a bad thing, but you can lose weight right. Who knows? I think I might try fasting too hah.

School was good, I found out Min Xian is doing this swear jar thing, and I thought maybe I could be her swear jar! Its good money ya know :D We didn't really have class after recess, so we were distributing our winnings to the class. I think Big J took the most, he even took the biscuit box, haha.

And,



Looks good right? It's like everyone is using a DSLR now. I think everyone around me got one when I fell asleep or something. I want one! But then again, it would be troublesome to carry it around right?

Oh ya! I agreed to be the 'dude' that opens the car door for the groom on my Aunt's wedding day. So, you know my 'moon' face, finally got the solution for it.


Tada!

I don't want to look like shit on people's wedding day okay! So, I'm gonna try get rid of all the decorations on my face.

I loved what happened today, got my external, caught up with people, and most of all, being part of another day of 4C! I'm damn proud of it, chey.

I'm looking forward to Friday and Saturday, hope it goes well.

Anyways, that's all for now, but before that.

Can money buy affection?

51 Years of Independence

It's the 51st year of independence now. I wasn't born that early so I can't say how fast time flies. Anyway, it was a pretty normal day for me, sad so say.

I start off the day with missing my badminton. I went to the chinese doctor and he said I was not suppose to move a lot for two days until my ankle heals. How crappy is that? Furthermore, I can't even exercise.

Later on, had dinner with family at Desa Petaling. We had hainanese food. It wasn't pretty amazing, still can't beat home cook food :D

Anyway before I go,



Disappointment

Happy independence day, good night!

Injury

I skipped school, missed a party , missed Avril, didn't go out the whole day. Couldn't even go out to shop with my family. Because of what?

My injured ankle :'(

I don't even know whether I'm up for badminton tomorrow.

Feel so relieved

Ok, I got back my bio today. I was so afraid I would fail it. But no, instead I just made it out with a pass. I'm so relieved. Anyway, the thing that bothers me is the part where people cry over results. I'm not going to start here but you can already guess what I'm going to say. So yeah.

Back in the bio lab, I nearly died of laughing at something which I wouldn't say here. It was hilarious though. Why'd you ignore what I told you :(

Chem teacher wanted to do diagnostic test and replace Physical Edu tomorrow. Hell no man! Its like our last P.E class and you want to replace it? Your out of your mind! I tell you if tomorrow if it is replaced I'll be the first one to get mad.

Eu Gene and Min Xian really made my day, but really kinda late. They were like insulting each other at the end on school which I don't know why, but you gotta see it. When I got home, I realise how ironic it is when someone lecture you about religion when they them self are ignorant of it.

And please, I'm being very nice to you now. You either talk to me nicely, or don't even open your mouth at all. Respect is a two way thing okay. You don't demand respect you earn it. Crap man, get that to your mind. My patience has a limit. Stop pushing your luck too far.

I'm looking forward to Saturday. It's gonna be great. btw, who's going to Avril's concert?

Back to school

Ok today school reopened, I really wasn't looking forward to it but I ended up coming anyway.

What really made my day was Elizabeth's yummy yummy cookies! I want more actually ;)

In class, we sat in a circle and talked a lot! Well the main thing was about our love lives, how we felt every morning and so on. Sigh, just talking about it made me feel so disappointed. But it was nice to know some people here have the same thoughts as me.

Anyway, other than the love thing we also exchange first impressions with each other. It was so funny, but then Min Xian's first impression towards me was ' TzeHao, a pervert ' How can it be, I'm not a pervert T.T

So yeah, tuition was changed to Sunday. That was so thoughtful of the teacher. I'm doing my oral now and waiting for Yong Jie to come back to discuss.

And uh, I'm still looking for badminton kakis, so tell me if you're interested.

I got tagged

Normally I wouldn't do tags but here it is : -

#1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?

disappointed.

#2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?

to be rich, having someone to catch you when you fall.

#3. What will your dream wedding to be like?

not sure about this one.

#4. Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?

yeah, pretty much.

#5. What's your ideal lover like?

a girl that does not lie, cheat, or do things behind my back

#6. Which is more blessed? Loving someone or being loved by someone?

both are the same.

#7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?

as long as I can.

#8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?

I'll be her friend and go for another one.

#9. Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?

Yea, a recent breakup.

#10. Is being tagged fun?

It's alright I think.

#11. How do you see yourself in 10 years time?

no idea.

#12. Who are currently the most important people to you?

family is always the most important to everyone.

#13. What kind of person do you think the one who tagged you is?

yong jie? nice guy!

#14. Would you rather be rich and single or married but poor?

Married and Rich!

#15. What's the first thing you do every morning?

think about the love of my life.

#16. Would you give all in a relationship?

if it was last time I would, but now I'll have to see if its worth it.

#17. If you fall in love with 2 people simultaneously, who would you pick?

I would take a break from any relationships unlike someone.

#18. What type of friends do you like?

fun, sociable and straight forward ones.

#19. What type of friends do you dislike?

liars.

Not going to tag anyone. :)

Routine starting soon

Ahh, I just got back from tracking. It wasn't a satisfying one but at least I sweat a bit.

I guess everything is over. I feel a lot better now despite having some people gossiping without using their brains. Oh well, what can I do?

This whole week really wore me out, my wrists still hurts from that badminton game in 3K.

And,


This ain't what you think it is, it's a bruise from paintballing.

Friday
I went for our lil gathering at the U11 field. We were telling each other ghost stories. It's real dark though so i didn't take any pictures. Anyway, when shawn was telling his, I played the screaming ring tone. Hah everyone got jumped by it and went like 'FUCK YOU FUCK YOU'. seriously cracked me up.

Uh, we were suppose to have our class outing but apparently some people are not keen on doing it so yeah, canceled :(

Some guys look better if they were a girl .
some girls look better if they were a guy ;
for me? I don't know what can I be, haha

Acting Industry

It's so hard to act I think I just realise that. To be able to be mad, strangle, emo, happy, or even cry. The thought of not having that talent intrigues me to no end. So salutes to all the actors :)

Btw, who's up for kim chi?

Paintball man

The day before I followed my sis to their usual badminton session in Taman Tun. So yeah we played till 2 am and went to yum cha at Mosin.

We had our fun at 3k today, I woke up at about 10 in the morning, They were all there before me. Badminton was seriously awesome. Eu Gene, Guan , Yong Jie and I were taking a court.

We played doubles game. Too bad there aint gonna be any videos or pictures here. Seriously funny how Eu Gene ran and I just stood there and do hit back. Reminds me of Chong Wei :D

We had lunch at A&W, chit chat a little bit and discuss our outing on Saturday. Ka Hui came as soon as everyone left, my mom came and fetched us home. I took a shower and then headed up to Lake View Club for paintball.

We met up with Ka Hui's friends and introduced ourselves. I think they're real funny though. I really enjoyed myself although I sustained so many bruises and scars on my body.



Then when we're done my day got spoiled by something. If I don't care about the problem I wouldn't bother to solve it man.

It's not advisable to do A after an incident,
It's not advisable to do B either;
You've done A so whats wrong with doing B!?

I think every weekend should have a paintball. on my list or maybe badminton : or maybe even both ;D That is, if I have the money though. ha ha

All glad now

Ok ! The whole week is a mess but its alright now. Whatever they say, whatever they think, the hell with that man. I'm moving on, not going to be stuck in the past.

I did not expect to get over it so soon but its all thanks to the support you all given me. Some of them are even kinda creative. Now all thats left is to let time to mend everything.

Anyway, today was pretty fine. Ka Hui and Hui Lyn left me all alone at home, gee. But its alright luckily I got Bryan's party to crash..I mean attend :) Bryan paid for almost everything, I felt so bad so I paid him back some money.

Btw the cake was awesome. We ate at Gasoline. It was kinda foreign to me lah, I've never been there before. But its not bad at all.

We split up, Huey Ling and I went walking in circles until our legs got tired. Then we chilled at Starbucks. We caught up a lot and I was quite surprised by all the stuff she told me. Fetched her home at 7.30pm.

Grace called me later on, asking me to go out. So we did.



Cleared my mind a lot. And it was a good day.

Eff Off Man

Ok seriously, my problems are none of you people's business. Sure, I'm glad you support either side Me or W. But even so it is not necessary to spread lame rumors that I Played Her. I don't have to convince anyone that I played her or what not. I just know I didn't. So eff off man you people.

And uh, about the story I posted recently. Believe it or not its the truth, so please don't exaggerate and manipulate the story until it sounds like either side is wrong. The story here is true, thats all I have to say.

The Breakup

Exams are over. I really got distracted by the problem on Monday. It was really a bad timing for all this to happen. God knows what I done wrong.



My heart got stabbed by the W who is also the person that melted my heart. How ironic. I just can't believe after all this two years and soon coming 27 months, she could just throw away all that for another guy. The moments we shared, the bond we have, maybe I'm just blind but I do feel something is there that links us together.

To me, she was a cushion that breaks my fall. The hands that pulled me up when I fell down. The person I could always tell my problems to. I know, I know that its so normal, but I feel very loved in the morning. Even though I face a lot of problems in life, I could throw away all that after hearing her voice. Her voice which comforts me in many ways.

Anyway, it all started this year when W transferred school. I should have been more careful about this. The times when she was down, a random guy came over to console her. That guy seriously got good timing. To pursue someone when they are in their shittiest time. She told me this guy liked her for so long. And he was the same as me. Excuse me, I don't physically hurt a girl just because I'm mad. So yeah.

She liked him since last week, which I already expected to happen. 080808
isn't a nice date like what everyone said.

Just so you know, we broke up on the 11th of August and that was just 5 days away from our anniversary. I tell you this month is so fucked up, I don't even know whats next for me. It's just weird how someone can throw away all that for a random person. Maybe you don't feel anything because your not the one who experienced it.

To blog about him after we recently broke up, to go out with him just 4 days after the incident, I just got nothing to comment on that. But however, this is my feelings. In words I shall put it in, you wouldn't want to see it live.

After that day, everything I do reminds me of her. This has to end man or not I wouldn't be able to live my life properly. I passed by MCD, Tux And Blazers, and all the places. And nostalgia keeps striking me. God don't torture me anymore. I want to live my life normally.

Everything that happened just showed me the truth. The truth I wanted to know for such a long time. My eyes are opened to reality, and I'm thankful to not live a lie.
All the good times, will be treasured in my mind. I'll never forget this one girl that changed my entire life. She was the one that coloured my life. Thanks for being by my side for all this time. But promise me to never do that to another guy, because I'd pity the person so badly

Jie, thanks for all you've done for me. I really don't know what would I do without your advice. You're my pillar of support when I can't deal with problems. I'm glad I have you as my sister.

Hui Lyn, I'm sorry that I couldn't talk much on the phone since everytime we mention something it reminds me of the good times. And you really help me out, although not for the advices, but its the company that counts. =)

Min Xian and Serene, Thanks for being so understanding and being there to support me, I really appreciate when you girls listen to my problems.

Without all these people, I wouldn't be able to deal with this. Oh and, a relationship that has only one person putting in effort will fail eventually. Some people really have the wrong perception towards what a relationship means.

It's just so funny when you think about it, but I'll accept whatever that has happened and learn from it. I'll never be so silly to tepuk sebelah tangan again. I'm satisfied that I stayed loyal and not cheat or treat people like a set of clothes :) Ah I feel so much better after letting everything out.

How Do You Mend A Broken Heart

Life is unfair!

Happy Birthday Yong Jie!

We celebrated Yong Jie's birthday in school although it was a day early. We each got our ' I am Jay Chou ' masks.

Eu Gene introduced us in chinese and then he sang Qi Li Xiang. Funny enough when he sang the song wrongly but its the effort that counts right?

We sang the rest of the songs and sang a birthday song for him. So Yong Jie, you finally got your wish eh?

He was really lucky that my mom stopped me from splashing him :( I purposely went and fill up water man. But then again, I'll spare ya.

Got back from school, went basketball. Sam showed me his Everest Layup. None of it went in HAHA. I guess it was fun playing with them, the only thing is you can never dont laugh when you play.

Tuition time-
I heard that the teacher wouldnt allow us to watch oylmpics. Buuuut then, she ended up watching with us in tuition. heh It was sorta boring man, and Malaysia's Uniform is so ugly? Anyone agree?

Breaking Dawn

Everyone is reading Breaking Dawn now. Funny thing is, Ling Yen spoiled Eu Gene's Troy the other day. Eu Gene swore to go home and buy Breaking Dawn and spoil it for Ling Yen. I didnt expect him to do that, I thought he was joking.

She was so pissed and text me few hours later saying she hates him. heh

And who was the dumb one that said history is interesting? I fell asleep for real when I flipped through it.

I was suppose go MCD with Nic they all for study today, bah I had dinner so sorry yeah.

When you're taken, you shouldnt dump your friends one side. Because when that relationship is over, they're the ones you turn to

Inhuman

Whats wrong with people nowadays. Robbing disabled child centes? Wow man, you people really nothing else to do is it? Are you even human? You people laugh at the people you rob but the jokes on you. Thats all you can do. I seriously hope you people get caught man. Death alone cannot atone for all the sins you have committed.

Love stories are floating around school today. Everyone was telling their love stories. It was a 8 person thing but suddenly more people start gathering around us.

Min Xian : You also dont have love story then dont stay here please
Guan : You also dont have what


Min Xian didnt say anything after that, haha. Our teacher Mr Sulor didnt mind at all. He's so easy going man, anything goes. If it was other teachers I think our lil story telling wouldnt even happen.

Exam is coming and I'm not even ready for it wtf ._.

Oh btw is anyone going for KDU Merdeka Carnival next Friday?

Unwanted Incident

On Thursday, the thing I never ever expected would happen happened. I was coming out from tuition when suddenly I got a call from my sis. Saying that my mom got robbed by a snatch thief on motorcycle. I didnt really like what I heard but who does right!?

My mom got dragged on the road for quite a distance. She got wounded up pretty bad. Gosh, the money dont matter much to me but the wound does. What pissed me off was how the people can just stand there and do nothing =_= Malaysians.....

For now we're doing the work around the house. Since my mom has been doing it all these while. I guess we can repay the favor.

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