I've been very wary with a lot of things since the start of last year, actually maybe more 'ke poh' towards what's going on around me. But, it turned out pretty good when I'm like that.
Two Timing
Oops I did it Lied Again
Hiding
Those never passed my ears and eyes :) I never regretted the day I became cautious. These few days were like an emotional roller coaster ride for me, my life hasn't started yet because its coming near to the exams, how great is that?
But lying down on the sweet soft grass, staring up the sky and admiring the sunshine, it helped me make up my mind. At least I'm not lost now.
There was once a promise made that history won't repeat itself, and I take that word really seriously.
So, I've decided...
If it happens even the slightest bit, I'll be packing my bags and leaving on the next train
I have to thank the photographer for taking the initiative to capture this photograph.
Have you ever wondered, when you compare someone with low self esteem, you're basically kicking the person again after they fall. They would most probably feel that they are the ground, and the sky is something that they'll never be.
I heard about this I think at least 5 times a day so maybe I agree with the people a little, so we'll just talk about that
Why shouldn't we talk about other people ( as though you're crazy over them ) when we're talking to our loved ones.
Jealousy, oh that's a terrible feeling. I think people would mostly feel like that ( or maybe not ) when it happens. Maybe talking a little bit wouldn't do harm, but after crossing the line, what builds up in your partner's mind, that one I really don't know.
Three years back I did that, I talked about a girl as though I'm crazy over her. Little that I know that I'll piss my partner off. However, I never did understand what's wrong about talking about how nice, great, understanding, helpful my friend can be. Maybe that's because I didn't have anything else to say, which was quite a trouble to the relationship.
Right now, committing that taboo is just the same as going into a Man-United bar wearing a Liverpool jersey.
Or even walking into Celcom territory in Digi Yellowman Suit.
Why not try watching P.S I Love You and maybe understand this particular part of the situation
It's the girl that's talking.
It's not that you can't talk about other people, but there's always a limit to everything right?
So girls, don't go overboard and expect your guy to put up with it. And guys, don't go talking about other girls in front of yours as though they're Megan Fox. Both sides have to be considerate :S
I was looking through my wallet and other stuffs on the, my facial expression wasn't too great.
Oops whats this
I realised that I used to have a remainder of credit about 14 bucks every month. But stepping into 2008, I find it impossible to have that amount anymore.
Fyi, I'm using Hotlink Prepaid because I used to think it's cheap for people like me :)
I have second thoughts on continuing my little bond with Maxis and believe it or not I'm actually considering Digi, the telco I used to hate so much D:
Maybe that's because I'd like some cupid angel help me get some love during the night?
Or maybe because they're just getting better and giving better offers.
Then again I would consider Maxis Postpaid Service, but I really like my privacy, I don't like my numbers being itemized and then your parents just come after every person that has a 1 minute conversation with me. That's too much to believe but it's true.
Or even maybe just maybe, we go ten or twenty years ahead, I'll follow Digi for this very reason.
It's just a thought now, I have not decided yet. I want to spend my weekend not only staring at my wallet, but counting how much I have :O
You're going to hate me for this, but I don't have a choice. If you really valued the things you had like what you told me, then you should have try to make it better, instead of waiting for me to do everything. I can't always take the hit. Sometimes I just need to be selfish. I'm sorry.
The news of her passing came to me when I was on my way back home, I didn't know how to react to it, a mixed of shock and guilt. Why I feel guilty? I never listened to her classes but thank god that I've apologized to her before, it lessens the guilt I bear. Saying good things about her isn't going to bring her back, but for the two years she taught me, although she wasn't the best of the teachers, she tried her best to keep up, that made me actually suck it up and get her forgiveness.
I hope her soul rests in peace, as she already fought a tough better before she left us.
Can this day get any better?
I finally understand why people hated me so much for breaking promises. I've always ignored them and thought they were overreacting but hah who knew I would find out the answer to the question that was on my mind for ages.
When you promise someone, they have high hopes that you'll live up to that. Breaking one is just as bad as losing the trust of your friend, especially if that promise means a lot to a certain someone.
I feel bad now, I guess devastated is the word to describe how I feel right now. I want to apologize for being such a jerk last time, but I think everyone deserves a second chance, not that I expect to be given one but yeah.
It feels like being at the edge of the cliff now, to jump or not jump? That is the question. I'd prefer if someone pushed me instead. But I don't see how's it worth throwing everything away when I've gone through so much. ( If you don't understand it's okay )
These song titles sure sound familiar do they? These songs were sung by the late King of Rock - Elvis Presley.
August 16th, 2009, marks the 32nd Anniversary of Elvis Presley's death. I couldn't be any more excited when there was a memorial concert held to honor the King held by the Malaysian Elvis Presley Fan Club.
Pictures are kinda crappy because I was located righttttttt at the back of the crowd.
I think I've found the Elvis of Malaysia.
His name is Alex MAO Wong. MAO Wong ( Cantonese ) is what we chinese people know Elvis as, his mesmerizing eyes got him that nickname.
Don't believe that he's good? Check this out
How often do you see a Malaysian sounding just like Elvis, you can wear the suit but it doesn't mean you can sing like the King. But trust me, this guy can really sing.
He also released a Cantonese Album recently, I was lucky enough to get a sneak peak of what I can expect from the album when he performed during the concert.
I hope he doesn't stop singing, and really do hope that we Malaysians can support the local singers cause they're darn good, he definitely deserves more than just this.
Hey peeps, I've been gone for a rather long time but it's all going to change now since something burst my bubble, one good advice is to never keep everything to yourself when it's already too much of a burden to. When the bubble bursts, you won't like it.
You could probably write a book with this amount of shit stuck up in your mind like how Stephanie Meyer wrote all her Twilight Sagas.
Anyway, moving along. Ever wonder why when you go somewhere without telling your parents, they start worrying and making a big fuss out of it, later on when you get back, you'd give the " Aiyo it's not big deal it's just the field " It has always occured to me that it's not much of a big deal until I myself experienced it.
In fact, I feel worse now that I can't curse at all, but I'll just say it anyway. Have you ever thought that, maybe people have much more things on their mind right now to worry about other than worrying about your whereabouts. Perhaps, a little note would be really nice sometimes? Rather than people waiting their asses off, playing the guessing game, hide and seeks.
I'm so sick, tired, frustrated of dealing with this. Yeah, this is what I go through basically everyday, A to Z, you name it. Wait, there's more, after the guessing game ends, the person shows up with a shit excuse that might even kill you.
There's no " I " in Team , when can people register that in their minds.
Hah, I even think that I'm wasting time typing this out. I guess I'll set this one aside for now.
The FIRST time I ever took note of movies of local production is when Sepet was aired.
This one, and I even took the time to watch it the second time. I bought the disc ( of course it's original ) and still kept it until now. This movie was one of the best movies I've ever watched.
First of all, you never really get to see movies that actually makes your mood go on a roller coaster ride and at the end it just stabs your heart. How many movies can actually do that?
And if you didn't know, it's the master piece of the late Yasmin Ahmad.
I wouldn't say many good things about her because it's pointless now, maybe that's how I feel after watching some of her advertisements as well.
What's the point of being a good person, praising her when she's not alive already, appreciating her work etc when all that was done was gossiping and talking about the controversy of this great person when she was alive. Hmm, *wonders*
