51 Years of Independence

It's the 51st year of independence now. I wasn't born that early so I can't say how fast time flies. Anyway, it was a pretty normal day for me, sad so say.

I start off the day with missing my badminton. I went to the chinese doctor and he said I was not suppose to move a lot for two days until my ankle heals. How crappy is that? Furthermore, I can't even exercise.

Later on, had dinner with family at Desa Petaling. We had hainanese food. It wasn't pretty amazing, still can't beat home cook food :D

Anyway before I go,



Disappointment

Happy independence day, good night!

Injury

I skipped school, missed a party , missed Avril, didn't go out the whole day. Couldn't even go out to shop with my family. Because of what?

My injured ankle :'(

I don't even know whether I'm up for badminton tomorrow.

Feel so relieved

Ok, I got back my bio today. I was so afraid I would fail it. But no, instead I just made it out with a pass. I'm so relieved. Anyway, the thing that bothers me is the part where people cry over results. I'm not going to start here but you can already guess what I'm going to say. So yeah.

Back in the bio lab, I nearly died of laughing at something which I wouldn't say here. It was hilarious though. Why'd you ignore what I told you :(

Chem teacher wanted to do diagnostic test and replace Physical Edu tomorrow. Hell no man! Its like our last P.E class and you want to replace it? Your out of your mind! I tell you if tomorrow if it is replaced I'll be the first one to get mad.

Eu Gene and Min Xian really made my day, but really kinda late. They were like insulting each other at the end on school which I don't know why, but you gotta see it. When I got home, I realise how ironic it is when someone lecture you about religion when they them self are ignorant of it.

And please, I'm being very nice to you now. You either talk to me nicely, or don't even open your mouth at all. Respect is a two way thing okay. You don't demand respect you earn it. Crap man, get that to your mind. My patience has a limit. Stop pushing your luck too far.

I'm looking forward to Saturday. It's gonna be great. btw, who's going to Avril's concert?

Back to school

Ok today school reopened, I really wasn't looking forward to it but I ended up coming anyway.

What really made my day was Elizabeth's yummy yummy cookies! I want more actually ;)

In class, we sat in a circle and talked a lot! Well the main thing was about our love lives, how we felt every morning and so on. Sigh, just talking about it made me feel so disappointed. But it was nice to know some people here have the same thoughts as me.

Anyway, other than the love thing we also exchange first impressions with each other. It was so funny, but then Min Xian's first impression towards me was ' TzeHao, a pervert ' How can it be, I'm not a pervert T.T

So yeah, tuition was changed to Sunday. That was so thoughtful of the teacher. I'm doing my oral now and waiting for Yong Jie to come back to discuss.

And uh, I'm still looking for badminton kakis, so tell me if you're interested.

I got tagged

Normally I wouldn't do tags but here it is : -

#1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?

disappointed.

#2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?

to be rich, having someone to catch you when you fall.

#3. What will your dream wedding to be like?

not sure about this one.

#4. Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?

yeah, pretty much.

#5. What's your ideal lover like?

a girl that does not lie, cheat, or do things behind my back

#6. Which is more blessed? Loving someone or being loved by someone?

both are the same.

#7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?

as long as I can.

#8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?

I'll be her friend and go for another one.

#9. Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?

Yea, a recent breakup.

#10. Is being tagged fun?

It's alright I think.

#11. How do you see yourself in 10 years time?

no idea.

#12. Who are currently the most important people to you?

family is always the most important to everyone.

#13. What kind of person do you think the one who tagged you is?

yong jie? nice guy!

#14. Would you rather be rich and single or married but poor?

Married and Rich!

#15. What's the first thing you do every morning?

think about the love of my life.

#16. Would you give all in a relationship?

if it was last time I would, but now I'll have to see if its worth it.

#17. If you fall in love with 2 people simultaneously, who would you pick?

I would take a break from any relationships unlike someone.

#18. What type of friends do you like?

fun, sociable and straight forward ones.

#19. What type of friends do you dislike?

liars.

Not going to tag anyone. :)

Routine starting soon

Ahh, I just got back from tracking. It wasn't a satisfying one but at least I sweat a bit.

I guess everything is over. I feel a lot better now despite having some people gossiping without using their brains. Oh well, what can I do?

This whole week really wore me out, my wrists still hurts from that badminton game in 3K.

And,


This ain't what you think it is, it's a bruise from paintballing.

Friday
I went for our lil gathering at the U11 field. We were telling each other ghost stories. It's real dark though so i didn't take any pictures. Anyway, when shawn was telling his, I played the screaming ring tone. Hah everyone got jumped by it and went like 'FUCK YOU FUCK YOU'. seriously cracked me up.

Uh, we were suppose to have our class outing but apparently some people are not keen on doing it so yeah, canceled :(

Some guys look better if they were a girl .
some girls look better if they were a guy ;
for me? I don't know what can I be, haha

Acting Industry

It's so hard to act I think I just realise that. To be able to be mad, strangle, emo, happy, or even cry. The thought of not having that talent intrigues me to no end. So salutes to all the actors :)

Btw, who's up for kim chi?

Paintball man

The day before I followed my sis to their usual badminton session in Taman Tun. So yeah we played till 2 am and went to yum cha at Mosin.

We had our fun at 3k today, I woke up at about 10 in the morning, They were all there before me. Badminton was seriously awesome. Eu Gene, Guan , Yong Jie and I were taking a court.

We played doubles game. Too bad there aint gonna be any videos or pictures here. Seriously funny how Eu Gene ran and I just stood there and do hit back. Reminds me of Chong Wei :D

We had lunch at A&W, chit chat a little bit and discuss our outing on Saturday. Ka Hui came as soon as everyone left, my mom came and fetched us home. I took a shower and then headed up to Lake View Club for paintball.

We met up with Ka Hui's friends and introduced ourselves. I think they're real funny though. I really enjoyed myself although I sustained so many bruises and scars on my body.



Then when we're done my day got spoiled by something. If I don't care about the problem I wouldn't bother to solve it man.

It's not advisable to do A after an incident,
It's not advisable to do B either;
You've done A so whats wrong with doing B!?

I think every weekend should have a paintball. on my list or maybe badminton : or maybe even both ;D That is, if I have the money though. ha ha

All glad now

Ok ! The whole week is a mess but its alright now. Whatever they say, whatever they think, the hell with that man. I'm moving on, not going to be stuck in the past.

I did not expect to get over it so soon but its all thanks to the support you all given me. Some of them are even kinda creative. Now all thats left is to let time to mend everything.

Anyway, today was pretty fine. Ka Hui and Hui Lyn left me all alone at home, gee. But its alright luckily I got Bryan's party to crash..I mean attend :) Bryan paid for almost everything, I felt so bad so I paid him back some money.

Btw the cake was awesome. We ate at Gasoline. It was kinda foreign to me lah, I've never been there before. But its not bad at all.

We split up, Huey Ling and I went walking in circles until our legs got tired. Then we chilled at Starbucks. We caught up a lot and I was quite surprised by all the stuff she told me. Fetched her home at 7.30pm.

Grace called me later on, asking me to go out. So we did.



Cleared my mind a lot. And it was a good day.

Eff Off Man

Ok seriously, my problems are none of you people's business. Sure, I'm glad you support either side Me or W. But even so it is not necessary to spread lame rumors that I Played Her. I don't have to convince anyone that I played her or what not. I just know I didn't. So eff off man you people.

And uh, about the story I posted recently. Believe it or not its the truth, so please don't exaggerate and manipulate the story until it sounds like either side is wrong. The story here is true, thats all I have to say.

The Breakup

Exams are over. I really got distracted by the problem on Monday. It was really a bad timing for all this to happen. God knows what I done wrong.



My heart got stabbed by the W who is also the person that melted my heart. How ironic. I just can't believe after all this two years and soon coming 27 months, she could just throw away all that for another guy. The moments we shared, the bond we have, maybe I'm just blind but I do feel something is there that links us together.

To me, she was a cushion that breaks my fall. The hands that pulled me up when I fell down. The person I could always tell my problems to. I know, I know that its so normal, but I feel very loved in the morning. Even though I face a lot of problems in life, I could throw away all that after hearing her voice. Her voice which comforts me in many ways.

Anyway, it all started this year when W transferred school. I should have been more careful about this. The times when she was down, a random guy came over to console her. That guy seriously got good timing. To pursue someone when they are in their shittiest time. She told me this guy liked her for so long. And he was the same as me. Excuse me, I don't physically hurt a girl just because I'm mad. So yeah.

She liked him since last week, which I already expected to happen. 080808
isn't a nice date like what everyone said.

Just so you know, we broke up on the 11th of August and that was just 5 days away from our anniversary. I tell you this month is so fucked up, I don't even know whats next for me. It's just weird how someone can throw away all that for a random person. Maybe you don't feel anything because your not the one who experienced it.

To blog about him after we recently broke up, to go out with him just 4 days after the incident, I just got nothing to comment on that. But however, this is my feelings. In words I shall put it in, you wouldn't want to see it live.

After that day, everything I do reminds me of her. This has to end man or not I wouldn't be able to live my life properly. I passed by MCD, Tux And Blazers, and all the places. And nostalgia keeps striking me. God don't torture me anymore. I want to live my life normally.

Everything that happened just showed me the truth. The truth I wanted to know for such a long time. My eyes are opened to reality, and I'm thankful to not live a lie.
All the good times, will be treasured in my mind. I'll never forget this one girl that changed my entire life. She was the one that coloured my life. Thanks for being by my side for all this time. But promise me to never do that to another guy, because I'd pity the person so badly

Jie, thanks for all you've done for me. I really don't know what would I do without your advice. You're my pillar of support when I can't deal with problems. I'm glad I have you as my sister.

Hui Lyn, I'm sorry that I couldn't talk much on the phone since everytime we mention something it reminds me of the good times. And you really help me out, although not for the advices, but its the company that counts. =)

Min Xian and Serene, Thanks for being so understanding and being there to support me, I really appreciate when you girls listen to my problems.

Without all these people, I wouldn't be able to deal with this. Oh and, a relationship that has only one person putting in effort will fail eventually. Some people really have the wrong perception towards what a relationship means.

It's just so funny when you think about it, but I'll accept whatever that has happened and learn from it. I'll never be so silly to tepuk sebelah tangan again. I'm satisfied that I stayed loyal and not cheat or treat people like a set of clothes :) Ah I feel so much better after letting everything out.

How Do You Mend A Broken Heart

Life is unfair!

Happy Birthday Yong Jie!

We celebrated Yong Jie's birthday in school although it was a day early. We each got our ' I am Jay Chou ' masks.

Eu Gene introduced us in chinese and then he sang Qi Li Xiang. Funny enough when he sang the song wrongly but its the effort that counts right?

We sang the rest of the songs and sang a birthday song for him. So Yong Jie, you finally got your wish eh?

He was really lucky that my mom stopped me from splashing him :( I purposely went and fill up water man. But then again, I'll spare ya.

Got back from school, went basketball. Sam showed me his Everest Layup. None of it went in HAHA. I guess it was fun playing with them, the only thing is you can never dont laugh when you play.

Tuition time-
I heard that the teacher wouldnt allow us to watch oylmpics. Buuuut then, she ended up watching with us in tuition. heh It was sorta boring man, and Malaysia's Uniform is so ugly? Anyone agree?

Breaking Dawn

Everyone is reading Breaking Dawn now. Funny thing is, Ling Yen spoiled Eu Gene's Troy the other day. Eu Gene swore to go home and buy Breaking Dawn and spoil it for Ling Yen. I didnt expect him to do that, I thought he was joking.

She was so pissed and text me few hours later saying she hates him. heh

And who was the dumb one that said history is interesting? I fell asleep for real when I flipped through it.

I was suppose go MCD with Nic they all for study today, bah I had dinner so sorry yeah.

When you're taken, you shouldnt dump your friends one side. Because when that relationship is over, they're the ones you turn to

Inhuman

Whats wrong with people nowadays. Robbing disabled child centes? Wow man, you people really nothing else to do is it? Are you even human? You people laugh at the people you rob but the jokes on you. Thats all you can do. I seriously hope you people get caught man. Death alone cannot atone for all the sins you have committed.

Love stories are floating around school today. Everyone was telling their love stories. It was a 8 person thing but suddenly more people start gathering around us.

Min Xian : You also dont have love story then dont stay here please
Guan : You also dont have what


Min Xian didnt say anything after that, haha. Our teacher Mr Sulor didnt mind at all. He's so easy going man, anything goes. If it was other teachers I think our lil story telling wouldnt even happen.

Exam is coming and I'm not even ready for it wtf ._.

Oh btw is anyone going for KDU Merdeka Carnival next Friday?

Unwanted Incident

On Thursday, the thing I never ever expected would happen happened. I was coming out from tuition when suddenly I got a call from my sis. Saying that my mom got robbed by a snatch thief on motorcycle. I didnt really like what I heard but who does right!?

My mom got dragged on the road for quite a distance. She got wounded up pretty bad. Gosh, the money dont matter much to me but the wound does. What pissed me off was how the people can just stand there and do nothing =_= Malaysians.....

For now we're doing the work around the house. Since my mom has been doing it all these while. I guess we can repay the favor.

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