Happy Tiger Year

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR


Hey people :D I KNOW this blog have been bloody dead for so long! Even after saying that I'll update countless times. BUT don't worry, tomorrow I'll be back blogging! For real :D

So I hope to see you tomorrow * stares at FEEDJIT * Take care!

Clean and cleaner and most of all very clean :D

I'm doing some cleaning up, playing around with the export and import blog, so, fear not, I'll be back updating soon enough :D

All I wanna say

It's raining heavily now, I've been stuck at home waiting to swim.

To make matters worse, I've just got confronted by a fellow friend, and frankly, I wasn't too happy to know that. Not only it's all of a sudden, the confrontation was so pointless it just upsets me to even listen.

I wouldn't mind being confronted all day long, you can even try everyday. But at least, get your facts right before shooting me? I wouldn't even know what you're talking about, and furthermore it just makes me angry to see you making false accusations without knowing what's actually going on. Sure your intention may be good but it isn't the way to do it. The confrontation would not only not go anywhere, it also makes you look like an idiot.

Gee, I can't believe I only have one paragraph for that, maybe it's a sign :D

Back to the conflict.
To be honest I don't know what am I fighting for? All those arguments, and finger pointing, what were those for? We were always arguing, with hopes to solve something, and it was never solved, I wonder why. But when I woke up this morning, I just thought to myself :

Why are we even fighting?

When I think of it there's no reason for us to even fight, why do we hold so much anger towards each other, I can even recall straying from the previous reason we argue every time we have an argument. Funny huh, how we make things complicated on our own, and how it never ends up getting solved. I don't even know how we make something out of nothing, and it turns out to be so big, at the end of the day, when you think back, it's just something silly. God.

Honestly, I'm just tired of doing this again and again, and what more can I do when it goes no where. Arguments were meant to come to a conclusion, but this? It's just going to go round and round and a solution will never appear. I don't even know what's this for but yeah I'm done repeating the cycle.

I've never regretted that day, if this is what it takes, to open my eyes wider, I'm so glad it happened. I had a very refreshing talk with Lyn the other day, and to my surprise, I really don't know what you are. How can I define you? Who are you!?

Sometimes you make me feel like it's possible for me to do everything, regardless of the situation. You're just what everyone wants in their lives. However, I realise you're more than that, there's something that I'm eager to know more about you. As the clock ticks, I just don't know who you are. There's no way of making up my own definition for you, I have yet to find out what you truly are.

You're love, and, as sad as it is, I don't know what is love. It really saddens me, I thought I knew, but I don't. But one thing's for sure, I know I have a heart because I can feel it breaking. If love doesn’t shatter you then you do not know love.

I used to think.

It hurts so much to love you the way I do, And then look at you and realize how much you don't care
All I want to do is sleep because it doesn't hurt when I can't think of you

Those were the words that walks and runs around my mind, making my head spin like crazzzzzy. I hate to say that ' I don't know '. But I really don't know what's going on in your mind. One minute we're alright, the next minute I'll be facing a person that holds so much rage towards me. Let me in, don't shut me out, what good does it do? Sometimes you don't want to hurt yourself, but little that you know you're hurting the people beside you. I can close my eyes to things I don't want to see but I can never close my heart to things I don't want to feel.

I have so much to say, but it'll all be pointless until your ears are opened for my whispers and your heart can accept the fact that I'm not here to hurt you, but to walk that same path along your side.

Heartless

How could you be so heartless



Wooh that felt better, at least for now. Normally I'd write loads of stuff just to vent, but I think it's better not to, I'm not gonna be some smart alec and think I know it all yeah (X

Wake up

I've been kinda addicted to star mags recently and I was thinking of collecting them, even the old printings. Weird huh? For those who does not know, it's in Star Two every Sunday and of course it's published by Star Newspaper

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I want to express how surprised I am to see people respond to my tag. I'm going to put under the Tag category so people can access it anytime. There are links to several feedbacks too as well, I'm still gathering them but please, if you've done it let me know okay :D

SPM's around the corner in front of us, so it wouldn't be weird if I don't update for days, weeks. Even now, I'm still awake thanks to the tons of smses all regarding the MU Liverpool match. Any MU fan would go ' WT* are you doing!??! '


Ranting is always a must here, I still don't get one thing, why does the cycle repeats itself all the time, and not only that, why am I always getting myself into one.

I met A not long ago

Does she realise, what is outside?
Has she ever heard of the phrase there's no place like home?
Does she honestly think everything goes according to her will? Does she think the outside world is just exactly like home? Where someone calms you down whenever you are in need of advice. Does she really think life is just like taking a smooth journey?

I never knew she can take back the things she said all a sudden. It's almost as though she has a bipolar disorder. I don't know what hype do you get from turning your back on complications that is probably solve-able when there's two heads. After all, two is better than one isn't it?

What good does it bring to run away from a problem?



best pic I could get

To me, running away from one is just the same as jumping over a hole, and at the end of the day, no matter how many times you've jumped over, you'll eventually land in one. And when that happens, you're in deep shit.

I just don't get it, sure it's easy and effortless if we do avoid problems, but what good does it bring us if we're going to run away from something all our life?

Apart from that, there are always people who are judgmental. Is it even possible to not have people use something against us? And to even take a step back every time somebody 'attacks' you, don't you think you are putting yourself down? By the time you realise it you've already taken a million steps back. SO why on earth do you want to do this?

1st Self Made Tag

Do you think you're really in love? Do you think you would go beyond your means for a good cause? Well then, try this tag I made myself.

I've seen this, or you can say been through this countless times and I start to wonder whether people mean what they said and will live up to those words?

So here's something, I came up with, entirely up to you whether you would like to answer these or not, but I'm pretty sure you should at least think about it, before you say big things.



1. Are you in love, like truly in love?

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Assuming you're in love.

2. Would you go beyond your means, to save/patch things up in your relationship and stick to your partner?

3. How would you react if people gossiped about you?

4. What would you do if people use those gossips against you?

5. How would you feel if your partner's parents decided to call you up and ask you to break it off.

6. Would you keep your distance from your partner, although he/she defended you against those accusations made by friends and your partner's family? And, even though he/she have loved and supported you all these while?

7. Would you try to clear your name, patch things up with the people mentioned in question 6.

8. Would you be secretive and be economical with the truth with your partner, assuming you're still with them.

9. Would you help your partner to help you get over it, assuming it disturbs you really bad.

10. Would you consider your partner's feelings, before doing anything drastic to soothe your pain/discomfort caused by people mentioned in question 6?

11. Do you still think you'd go beyond means for someone?


Give me some feedback okay? I won't blab much about my opinion, because clearly I already made a Label for it :D

Tag yourselves, or reply in the comment section as Anonymous if you like privacy.

It's pretty simple just copy paste it, and answer accordingly.

Let me know if you've done it, I would really appreciate feedbacks :)

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Edit :

1 have answered so far, many thanks :D
Denise

JingTai

KwanWei

EuGene

Brenda
FenLeigh

Length doesn't matter

WIFE LONGS FOR A DIVORCE

A TAIWANESE woman reportedly asked for divorce from her husband - because his penis was too long ( wtf ? )

The woman in her second attempt to divorce her husband said she had to bear with pain whenever she had sex with him.

A doctor was called by the judge to determine the length of the man's penis.

However the request was rejected as the length of a man's intimate part was " very subjective"

Quoted from the Star Newspaper

Guys, great news to some people here aye? So knock it off with the sex stimulants , enlargements and whatever crap you're using lol. Go for Taiwanese women if you're not confident with what you have :S

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Trials are finally over, like FINALLY.

Was too busy going through this 1 month and BAM I forgotten all my rants. Maybe not all but most of it. But most of all, I'm so glad I made it.

Anyway, October is like the Horror Film Christmas, and you would want to catch a glimpse of the movies that are coming out this month.




You wouldn't want to miss Sorority Row

Trailer

I parked at Pyramid's roof (CP7) which seemed okay when I reached at 8.30 night time. After the movie, there was only one car left on the parking spot, which was MINE. My instincts told me to run, so I did.

And I ended up scaring myself for no reason -_- I still don't feel too good after the movie, more like disturbed. Not because of how people die, I just don't see how people can get that 'sick'. It's a must watch of October.

Heartattack movie man...

Quoted from Lyn

Be sure to grab the 6th row from the screen, it's probably the best seat you can ever get.




This looks like an ordinary Starbucks Coffee in Sunway Pyramid. But what you do not know is what lurks around when you sit outside.

I was talking on the phone when I realised something warm hit my face.




The heck it came from one of these b*****s. My mistake for not putting the huge umbrella over my head.

I think I'll go write a petition to promote the '1 crow 1 Ringgit' again. Heck I'll even do it for 50 cents each :D I see a crow outside, here I come.

A break

Hey guys, Happy Belated Merdeka. I'm going to be away for awhile, need to hit the books now since it's trials. Everything depends on this.

Wish you all a Happy Berpuasa and maybe Happy Holidays :)

Cautious

I've been very wary with a lot of things since the start of last year, actually maybe more 'ke poh' towards what's going on around me. But, it turned out pretty good when I'm like that.

Two Timing




Oops I did it Lied Again




Hiding




Those never passed my ears and eyes :) I never regretted the day I became cautious. These few days were like an emotional roller coaster ride for me, my life hasn't started yet because its coming near to the exams, how great is that?

But lying down on the sweet soft grass, staring up the sky and admiring the sunshine, it helped me make up my mind. At least I'm not lost now.

There was once a promise made that history won't repeat itself, and I take that word really seriously.

So, I've decided...

If it happens even the slightest bit, I'll be packing my bags and leaving on the next train

Comparison

I have to thank the photographer for taking the initiative to capture this photograph.



Have you ever wondered, when you compare someone with low self esteem, you're basically kicking the person again after they fall. They would most probably feel that they are the ground, and the sky is something that they'll never be.

Relationship Taboo

I heard about this I think at least 5 times a day so maybe I agree with the people a little, so we'll just talk about that

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Why shouldn't we talk about other people ( as though you're crazy over them ) when we're talking to our loved ones.

Jealousy, oh that's a terrible feeling. I think people would mostly feel like that ( or maybe not ) when it happens. Maybe talking a little bit wouldn't do harm, but after crossing the line, what builds up in your partner's mind, that one I really don't know.

Three years back I did that, I talked about a girl as though I'm crazy over her. Little that I know that I'll piss my partner off. However, I never did understand what's wrong about talking about how nice, great, understanding, helpful my friend can be. Maybe that's because I didn't have anything else to say, which was quite a trouble to the relationship.

Right now, committing that taboo is just the same as going into a Man-United bar wearing a Liverpool jersey.




Or even walking into Celcom territory in Digi Yellowman Suit.

Why not try watching P.S I Love You and maybe understand this particular part of the situation

It's the girl that's talking.




It's not that you can't talk about other people, but there's always a limit to everything right?

So girls, don't go overboard and expect your guy to put up with it.
And guys, don't go talking about other girls in front of yours as though they're Megan Fox. Both sides have to be considerate :S

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I hope you're happy now -_-

Digi Phone Plan

I was looking through my wallet and other stuffs on the, my facial expression wasn't too great.




Oops whats this

I realised that I used to have a remainder of credit about 14 bucks every month. But stepping into 2008, I find it impossible to have that amount anymore.

Fyi, I'm using Hotlink Prepaid because I used to think it's cheap for people like me :)

I have second thoughts on continuing my little bond with Maxis and believe it or not I'm actually considering Digi, the telco I used to hate so much D:

Maybe that's because I'd like some cupid angel help me get some love during the night?



Or maybe because they're just getting better and giving better offers.



Then again I would consider Maxis Postpaid Service, but I really like my privacy, I don't like my numbers being itemized and then your parents just come after every person that has a 1 minute conversation with me. That's too much to believe but it's true.

Or even maybe just maybe, we go ten or twenty years ahead, I'll follow Digi for this very reason.



It's just a thought now, I have not decided yet. I want to spend my weekend not only staring at my wallet, but counting how much I have :O



Till then, that's all just a dream.

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I gave you a chance, don't let me down

Fake?

This is going to be very emo but...



Which part of the world doesn't rain :)

You're going to hate me for this, but I don't have a choice. If you really valued the things you had like what you told me, then you should have try to make it better, instead of waiting for me to do everything. I can't always take the hit. Sometimes I just need to be selfish. I'm sorry.

Can this day get any better?

The news of her passing came to me when I was on my way back home, I didn't know how to react to it, a mixed of shock and guilt. Why I feel guilty? I never listened to her classes but thank god that I've apologized to her before, it lessens the guilt I bear. Saying good things about her isn't going to bring her back, but for the two years she taught me, although she wasn't the best of the teachers, she tried her best to keep up, that made me actually suck it up and get her forgiveness.

I hope her soul rests in peace, as she already fought a tough better before she left us.

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Can this day get any better?



I finally understand why people hated me so much for breaking promises. I've always ignored them and thought they were overreacting but hah who knew I would find out the answer to the question that was on my mind for ages.

When you promise someone, they have high hopes that you'll live up to that. Breaking one is just as bad as losing the trust of your friend, especially if that promise means a lot to a certain someone.

I feel bad now, I guess devastated is the word to describe how I feel right now. I want to apologize for being such a jerk last time, but I think everyone deserves a second chance, not that I expect to be given one but yeah.

It feels like being at the edge of the cliff now, to jump or not jump? That is the question. I'd prefer if someone pushed me instead. But I don't see how's it worth throwing everything away when I've gone through so much. ( If you don't understand it's okay )

Elvis Memorial

My Way

Are You Lonesome Tonight

Love Me Tender

These song titles sure sound familiar do they? These songs were sung by the late King of Rock - Elvis Presley.



August 16th, 2009, marks the 32nd Anniversary of Elvis Presley's death. I couldn't be any more excited when there was a memorial concert held to honor the King held by the Malaysian Elvis Presley Fan Club.



Pictures are kinda crappy because I was located righttttttt at the back of the crowd.

I think I've found the Elvis of Malaysia.



His name is Alex MAO Wong. MAO Wong ( Cantonese ) is what we chinese people know Elvis as, his mesmerizing eyes got him that nickname.

Don't believe that he's good? Check this out



How often do you see a Malaysian sounding just like Elvis, you can wear the suit but it doesn't mean you can sing like the King. But trust me, this guy can really sing.

This is his webpage

He also released a Cantonese Album recently, I was lucky enough to get a sneak peak of what I can expect from the album when he performed during the concert.



I hope he doesn't stop singing, and really do hope that we Malaysians can support the local singers cause they're darn good, he definitely deserves more than just this.

Vacation's Over

Hey peeps, I've been gone for a rather long time but it's all going to change now since something burst my bubble, one good advice is to never keep everything to yourself when it's already too much of a burden to. When the bubble bursts, you won't like it.




You could probably write a book with this amount of shit stuck up in your mind like how Stephanie Meyer wrote all her Twilight Sagas.

Anyway, moving along. Ever wonder why when you go somewhere without telling your parents, they start worrying and making a big fuss out of it, later on when you get back, you'd give the " Aiyo it's not big deal it's just the field " It has always occured to me that it's not much of a big deal until I myself experienced it.

In fact, I feel worse now that I can't curse at all, but I'll just say it anyway. Have you ever thought that, maybe people have much more things on their mind right now to worry about other than worrying about your whereabouts. Perhaps, a little note would be really nice sometimes? Rather than people waiting their asses off, playing the guessing game, hide and seeks.

I'm so sick, tired, frustrated of dealing with this. Yeah, this is what I go through basically everyday, A to Z, you name it. Wait, there's more, after the guessing game ends, the person shows up with a shit excuse that might even kill you.

There's no " I " in Team , when can people register that in their minds.

Hah, I even think that I'm wasting time typing this out. I guess I'll set this one aside for now.

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The FIRST time I ever took note of movies of local production is when Sepet was aired.



This one, and I even took the time to watch it the second time. I bought the disc ( of course it's original ) and still kept it until now. This movie was one of the best movies I've ever watched.

First of all, you never really get to see movies that actually makes your mood go on a roller coaster ride and at the end it just stabs your heart. How many movies can actually do that?

And if you didn't know, it's the master piece of the late Yasmin Ahmad.



I wouldn't say many good things about her because it's pointless now, maybe that's how I feel after watching some of her advertisements as well.

What's the point of being a good person, praising her when she's not alive already, appreciating her work etc when all that was done was gossiping and talking about the controversy of this great person when she was alive. Hmm, *wonders*

If you noticed, it's always like this.

These are some of her work.






I really look up to this person. R.I.P Yasmin!

Yasmin Ahmad

Harry Potter and The Half-Blood Prince

This time it was rather disappointing because again, they skipped many scenes in the book. Luckily I read it ages ago so I couldn't remember much of it. The storyline didn't have much of a flow in it. In fact, I was quite lost when I was in the cinema. The plot was jumping here and there. But other than that, the movie is alright, at least better than Order of the Phoenix. I'll give it a 7/10.

Remember, don't read the book to refresh your memory, it'll kill your watching experience.

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I mentioned before about eating happy food :D

Look what it brought upon me.



I'm on my way there xD

Handful of Satisfaction

I just watched E!, apparently they claim MJ was murdered. I'm so tired of thinking about it already. Hope they actually release a proper statement. I'm pretty sure the family members and fans can't wait to know whats going on too.

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I've always dreamed of achieving something in sports ever since I left primary school. Studying in CHS just messed up everything because I don't even have time to shit, let alone practise for any type of sports.



So ever since I switched schools, to keep it short, life got better, it doesn't just revolve around studying unlike what I experienced in CHS.




My last year of secondary school, I pushed everyone to play like there's no tomorrow. And they did! We managed to get away with a Silver Medal although we were supposed to come in first place, but well it doesn't matter now.




I've never felt that satisfied before, and somehow it brought me closer to my friends. Suddenly I talk to those people that I usually don't talk to. Maybe that's solely the purpose of having RIMUP, but then again I realise that I talk to them only when we won. LOL I suck I know :(

Then when you play like there's no tomorrow, you end up like me.




Not broken but just sprained a lil, eating was tough, I never held chopsticks with my left hand before. But it's all good, at least I got what I wanted.

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Btw, is anyone up for Bon Odori? It's actually a Japanese Carnival where you get to see the culture and so on. If you're interested click here to find out more about it.

Wedding Bells~

I attended a pre-wedding dinner at my neighbor's. The decoration and renovations made to the house were very elaborate. I didn't really go around snapping pictures of the house because I'm intimidated by the swarm of people flashing their SLRs everywhere.




My old folks once said, if you don't like lamb, you're not a Hainanese. My first choice was to go and sweep away all the lamb. Usually the lambs served by caterers are awful, but this one is so tender, and yet the mint sauce that goes with the lamb meat blends in nicely with the lamb. Both taste complement one another, it sure is a good chance to savor such fantastic food.


After a few gulps of beer and a lot of delaying, I got up and roam the house.






This was interesting, I was stoning at the place and basically staring blank at this particular spot.



Mom and Sis

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P.U.S.H was wonderful, although I had my ears ringing throughout the whole duration, I still had tons of fun. I still couldn't digest what happened, a bottle full of mixed feelings, so mad yet so happy. It's as if it can't be happening. Oh well, time sure flies, before I knew it, I had to say good bye.