Feb Twenty 8

This was on Thursday



This is some super cool birthday cake baked by her mom herself. Man, though its gay but I really appreciate this kind of work. Super nice icy flaming effect. And when we bit into it, its frozen cream just gives me the chills throughout my body. And not to mention the fruits at the bottom. One in a million cake, so unique. Okay okay, I think I talked too much about the cake, but its that awesome!




More Food! Great thing is, Serene didn't even realise her mom did this.




Birthday girl making her wish. I wondered what she wished for really.








And the infamous tradition that no one can escape.







Group Photo! Props still goes to Caleb and the rest for being able to make it and all. I bet she enjoyed it. Bah, really short post this time, I just watched 28 days later and it totally killed my mood :X

Neways, gonna go sleep now, stay tuned okay. Peace ^_^

Bittersweet

Thank God it's Friday, I really do feel relieved, maybe a lil, but that's better than nothing isn't it. Like I mentioned on the previous posts, luck hasn't gotten any better. I just woke up after breaking some sweat at the field earlier. It feels so good, to sweat ;D how weird is that!?

Anyway, apart from all the sad stuff of my life that's going on, the recent parties seemed to balance it up.

This is really old, like back during CNY. Guan finally released the photos.



That's the first thing that came into my sight when I entered the house. Mr Choi San ( during that time I was afraid of gambling with him ) but now, I so want to gamble with him. Anyways, my eyes was set on the pile of money he had in his hand. ' Eu Gene very ONG today ;D ' Even wore red to boost luck.




And AHAH! Look, I told you I'd find a pouting picture of you! Hooray~~~~~~> 8D Now you'll die in school.




Later on, I just sat down and observe this couple battle. *Erhem* Cough cough cough. I'd better not say anything so nothing happens the following week ;) It was quite funny watching their reaction. BAD thing is, I don't even know to play Mah Jong that time. But then, it was entertaining enough hearing the unsatisfied whining from both sides.




They have a future in glass breaking. I swear I must be tone deaf to not realise it. Anyway, I heard Guan's neighbor complained. Hah, that makes it clearer.




These three also wants to take up the same profession :( Aiyo... *cries*




Even the loudest peeps of the loudest gave us lessons on how to to avoid that screech. Seriously never thought they'd do that, they're like the noisiest person I've ever known in my life.






Picture explains all, we really enjoyed our time ;D




Back to Eu Gene ' Ong Hour '
Crap, he earned so much money until he did that . OI -_____- But nevermind, he did charity for us on our next session. Robbed in his own house. Ahah.




And here comes the voice that gave me a fright, Joshua's Black Jack. That also declared the end of Eu Gene's Ong Hour.




And we have the company of Drunk Singh ( PLEASE DONT KILL ME LOL ) I know you went around asking who took a video, but it wasn't me. Just so you know XD


That was most of what happened there, apart from the documentary Nic showed us. Ugh, made me stopped eating MCD for awhile, but then temptation ruled over compassion. Sigh, I'm disappointed with myself ;(

Anyways, thats all for now. Stay Tuned for tomorrow. Peace ^_^

Sad

Si vous mourez, je vous sens triste pour sûr

These are the words, I wanted to say before you left me at the word bye Yeah, I remember, my whole soul left my body, knowing you'll leave me any moment. Tears running down my cheeks that I couldn't even stop. Why did I have to find out at the very last moment?

I lose my ways at times, but you always seem to understand. You seem so forgiving, although I've made mistakes. It makes you too good to be true. Though you're far away, I try to show you each and every way I can, that yes I love you.

if I can wish for something..
before I die.
is...
that
God will not
erase you from my memory.

Those words, made me collapse. Knowing I can't do anything to help you. If there's a wish I can make, I'd wish I did more. I feel that I've not done enough, and I'm so regretful.

I know you didn't want to tell me until the very last minute, so you won't leave anything behind, but this kinda beats the hell out of me. I'll always remember the day we knew each other, the day we talked, that smile that's always on your face, and your favorite number. Oh gosh, talking about the past makes me tear again.

I regret, that I wasn't a good person to you, I wasn't good enough, but even so, you never complained. Instead, you accepted it with an open heart. Gosh, you're such a wonderful person. Please don't leave this place. At least, let me meet you one last time. It would mean the world to me.

You did everything I know a man would do for a woman.
Don't be depressed.
Don't cry

I hope I did, I won't cry. But I want you to hang in there, just enough till I get to meet you. I don't want you to go, you've been sucha wonderful person. :'(

Sigh.

Superstition

A sinful drink that I had, Miss Jello treated me to a big big big Venti Java Chip, she had to leave after our usual workout and its all mine ;D And I still blame you cause I think I gained a few pounds for that >.<

Anyway, todays photoshoot was awesome, I seriously prefer this year's photographer. Not only its because two out of the three was our friends but its because we didn't have to hold our smiles forever like how they used to do it. " Counting to 3 " Those were the days.

Our candid shots were great too, got questioned by Chris about what exactly we three were trying to prove :X

After school, I found out in the car on the way home, that my dad's fishes are dying/died. Y'know I usually couldn't care less about the pond issues because I don't enjoy doing the work. But looking at a fish lover's view, I actually know how he feels. Furthermore, I've been helping out with the pond since I was a child, so I did feel a slight pinch at my chest.

Nostalgia struck me at that moment, years ago my dad had an aquarium. So one day a whole lot of fish died there, and after that very week, my great grandfather passed away. I'm not really a superstitious person, I don't believe in signs, warnings and this kind of stuff. Despite all that, I still feel afraid, that something might happen to one of my relatives.

It's crazy, this week is more like a bittersweet beginning of the week for me. Hope it won't turn out any worse.

Wow today was quite shitty, why? causee my jaw hurts like hell! Yeah I know it's nothing big, but I can't eat anything kay.

The morning started out with Yong Jie sleeping when I arrived at his house. Wtf, I mean like he said he'll be awake by the time I reach his place. I ended up going to Eu Gene's so I wouldn't look dumb waiting outside someone's house.

Taylors was alright, the talk was really clear, I really liked the speakers. Especially the graduate from SAM course, very outspoken and he has perfect English I think. Moreover, he's going into the medical field like me :D

We didn't go for the second part of the talk, because most of us already got what we wanted. Sorry Yi Vern, I know you wanted to listen to the second part ;( We headed to Subway after leaving Taylors.




The two fellas munching down on food and drinks since we were hella hungry during the talk, Subway really hit the spot, I'm still unhappy cause I can't bite much! We went separate ways after the meal, I followed Eu Gene back home ( sounds wrong ) and we just chilled around till my mom came.

Back home, I got so frustrated, I couldn't use MSN. Yes, the only thing I've been doing online is the Online Chat, I seldom play games anymore, ever since I got involved in sports again. Anyways, MSN was like stuck throughout the whole day, redownloading it was an effing pain.


OMG WTF BBQ SHITZORR


Its been like that all morning -_- Oh well. Luckily I had Get Backers to get me through the day, and of course , more sleeping.

Anyways, moving along to my private life, just a lil pinch of info.

I'm sorry if I was being harsh, but instead of being clueless, I'd rather know the truth, before I find it out the different way again. Sometimes, you have to think about how I feel, it's not all about you only, please try to emphatise me, as like what you said " I can put myself in other's shoes " So do that :)

School was rather fun, I got to do my P.E ( Physical Edu ) after so long, maybe not long to you, but to me wow long. But I still feel like some invalid though, I kinda understand how they feel now? No offense.

We had the best damn speaker in the school today, after 4 years finally a good one, someone that we listen to and present his points nicely. Well, he taught us many stuffs, and he didn't hold back to add some pornographic jokes in between <_< I even bought his disc, hopefully it'll be worth it.

Came back home, I cycled to Uno's right away to meet up with Ka Hui and Hwa Jem for lunch.





Definitely enjoyed watching HJ struggle through his food, we almost win the bet mannnn. We talked about the usuals, girls, school and so on. But then today, it was somewhat different, we started talking about our college and future plans. Speaking of college. I gotta get some shut eyes now, gonna go for Taylor's Open Day. Laters

Accused

School was great, other than enduring that locked jaw feeling. I came back only to find out I can only swim, no other aggresive sports. Man, I know I've said this over and over again, but it feels so....sayang. All that training last year, that hardwork, gone to waste. And worst of all, I came back with more burden, maybe not burden but problems on my hands. Ugh, really not my day.

ENOUGH

HOW MANY TIMES must I repeat the same thing all over again. I can't take this anymore, the drama, the blastings at each other. I'm tired of defending myself when what I'm really doing is, telling the truth.

Y'know how much I dislike hate liars. This is the last time, that I'll stand my ground. To say I'M TELLING THE TRUTH. I hold this life principle of mine ' Honesty ' strongly at heart. By saying that, I actually do stick to it! Why do I want, to be a hypocrite, along with all the bastards that has lied to me before?! It clearly doesn't make any sense. If the truth does not satisfy you, I don't know what will, and I give up, trying to convince you, as for you, ' Lies are Greater than the Truth ' .

Edit 10.31 pm :

Just got back from tuition, look what superstition brought into the house.





A stove beside the medicine box is supposed to give us good luck O.o But well like what people say, no harm believing right.

Honestly I don't believe in this ;D

Beginning of the week itself, I felt that I've made a mistake. Something that I just might regret my entire life ( maybe I exaggerated a lil ). But yeah, you get what I mean. It's been disturbing me all day and night, probably thats my reason of the running thoughts.

My buddies gave me advices, but well. She's not just a fish, in fact she can't even be compared to that! Gosh, sometimes I really wonder why do I get myself involved in this when it comes to the time I need to focus on other matters. Oh well, silly me. However, I've never regret what I did.

Anyway, American Idol season 8 was great. This dude, I forgot his name that sang Hero by Mariah Carey is seriously wow, his so awesome that words can't describe it. I'll be rooting for him from now on.

I guess that's all for now, my back is killing me, every step I make is like something piercing into my spine or nerves. Ugh, and I got to miss so many competitions because of this. Not to mention the upcoming Talent Search. So disappointing.

16th of May

I couldn't sleep last night, sense of guilt and excitement. Lots of thoughts running through my mind but I couldn't tell what exactly am I thinking about. If you're not quite sure what I'm saying, try remembering the night before your birthday.

School was rather fun. Yong Jie's right eye started twitching and he went on asking all the TVB addicts about it ' Which is good or bad ' . It was seriously funny. Then all a sudden he took out a deck of cards to gamble. Eu Gene was the dealer, uhm actually the correct word is Choi San. Yong Jie got a black jack on his second game.

Oh I just received a text from Cheryl, I'm so glad she liked it. Reading what she blogged about it puts an everlasting smile on my face. Oh wells, thats all for my Valentines. How's yours?

Edit 8.25pm :

I think, I made a mistake :X hopefully everything will be alright.

Life can't get any worse

Changed the layouts and what not. Got so bored with the previous one. How's it, please give me some feedback alright? Before you proceed further please read

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This year ain't a good year for me ( refer to previous post ). Sleeping on the bed for 10 hours is like, omgwtflifeless. Normally, I can cycle to Putra Heights, and other far places. Unlike before, I can't even walk to Taipan which is 10 minutes away on my own.

Even a simple thing, walking, sitting can't be done without feeling pain. That feeling is so intense. Things that are supposedly done in 5 minutes took more than half an hour.

However, that gave me plenty of time to think of what I'm gonna do with my Valentines Day. Spent the whole night, cracking ideas, what to write so on. I really owe Mr.J big time. Hopefully it turns out good and worth my effort.

Oh snaps, my dad finally took the initiative to dye his hair black again. I was surprised like mad, only thing left to colour is the eye brows though. Neways, nature calls, I'll go crawl to the washroom now.

Have you counted the days that you weren't with another person? Why're you so dependent on others.

Unlucky Streak

Alcoholic, Shopaholic, Golfoholic, whatever holic also got. I'm not under one of those, I'm addicted to sports. Yes sounds dumb, but I like to jump around, wherever, whenever. Can't help it that I'm hyperactive. Anyways, this week, probably isn't the best week of my life, should be the worst.

My two besties and I, we got some unlucky streak going on. Maybe the fortune teller was right afterall. Screw this.

My deepest condolonces to Ka Hui's family upon  his grandmother's passing. I am really sorry for your loss bro. I know how it feels, but no matter how hard it is, we got to move on. I'll be backing you up whenever you need it aight?

And Winnie? Well, let me just keep it to myself, since it's really none of my business ( I can't ke poh ) . 

And me, sports killed me. Look what it did to me. 

I went to see the bone specialist this morning, after escaping from school with a 'broken back' feeling. I can't sit, bend, walk and not even stand. Just lying down on the bed as though I'm invalid.

Furthermore, its such a coincidence that its Friday 13th. Damn, seriously unlucky of us. I have to stop sports for about 2~4 months. That's sort of ridiculous but I'll just do it for the sake of my spine.  

I so so so wish to go KL to pay respect, but in this condition I think I can barely reach for the remote, whic his so true! Argh. Hopefully tomorrow is a better day for me, meeting a friend there maybe ;)

Happy Valentines to all the lovers, and may more surprises unfold in your relationship ;D For singletons, good luck trying !

Peace ^_^

Staying up, trying to finish up something that means alot to me.

February Babies

My two bestfriends, what a coincidence that their birthdays are just next to each other.



Happy Birthday to both of you, I think its great that we lasted for 3 years, and I think we can go for a longer one. I won't go talking about the good old times, because I think we can do way better in the future. More surprises await us three, plus the lil peep in Aussie. Have a nice birthday, hope it'll be a blast. Btw, since you guys are legal, don't mind giving me a lift ;D

Still suffering from body aches and high fever, urgh.

Rihanna Concert Postponed

Taken from Malaysiakini

I've just confirmed the news with Pineapple Concerts, so yeah, postponed to when? I don't know. But just check PC's Site for updates from time to time.

I was so excited about it since its this week, but oh well, looks like things didn't go my way. I'll have to plan all my transportation all over again :\

Such a perfect date to do the concert. Oh well, I just hope she recovers soon. Cross fingers.

Still suffering from after-mahjong-sickness

Fortunate

Choi San Dou...Choi San Dou!!

Everytime I hear those three words, it reminds me of this..




His power was only acknowledged after giving us all fortune during our blackjack session. Man are we lucky we got the Fortune God on our side?




Played some dominos using the Mah Jong tiles to kill time while waiting for Eu Gene to play. That was pretty much what we did, gambling from 8 at night up till 4 in the morning. Ugh, I only had 5 hours of sleep, and then we continue gambling all the way till noon.

I'm kinda screwed now cause I gotta finish up my assignmets, it's due tomorrow :X So just a lil short update here, hopefully I won't be screwed tomorrow.

Wish me luck.

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Temptation

Woke up early in the morning for an early jog at MPSJ. The weather wasn't too bad, cept the morning sun didn't really turned out like what I expected. Hot and burning like hell, not that I'm not used to it, I mean what happened to morning sun right?

Had my breakfast at Pappa Rich Taipan, good ambiance there, service wise as well. I'd say the price is reasonable, for the service and food quality, two-thumbs up. Definitely a place to go after exercising and desperate for heavy meals people.

Fast forwarding to evening, I went to Urban Groove for my regular classes, I thought it was closed, but then some electrician came out of the place, so yeah -.- He forgot to open the door again. Class was alright, foundations students dropped to 2 only, Xin Li and I. But it's alright, we get to learn more, although my body aches like hell now, I need my masseur!

Neways, will update soon, Going to Eu Gene's place now, can't wait to tease him. Laters.

Stay Tuned. Peace ^_^

Too free

Nothing better than lying down staring at the moon, it was a rather clear sky this evening. So soothing, taking a break off from everything.

School was tiring, standing under the sun having half of my face turning brown isn't what I wanted to do today. Oh well, what can I do. Even after school, I don't get my break. I still had to attend Aikido.

For those who don't know what's aikido, try search up youtube. It's a kind of martial art. That's pretty much what I did today. Little, I know. Tons of homework piling up my desk, I don't even think I want to lift my finger to do it. This is so annoying. I'm even having quizs next week, more torture. Loads of assignments to do, guess I shouldn't have slack off yesterday.

Neways, I got a sudden call from Hui Lyn, I'm gonna go talk to here right now. I'll update soon, pretty soon.

Till then, Good Night, Stay Tuned.

Peace ^_^

Rush Hour

This was so unplanned, impromptu would be the word. I couldn't have planned a more last minute thing. Ka Hui suggested Cuppacakes, there we go all 4 of us in a cab. Cramping as we reach there slowly.






It wasn't that bad. it feels pretty foreign to me. Malaysia should definitely have more of this kind of shops, and most of the people that come by are youngsters ;D another plus sign.

Headed to 1U after that, they had to buy presents for a class party of theirs. Ended up watching Pink Panther 2

It was way better than the first movie, a must watch I guess. Really dumb and ridiculous.

Guess thats all, finish up the day with fixing my watch and biting down Carl's Jr.

I'm so dead tired now, I guess I'm going to nap. Laters. Stay Tuned

Peace ^_^

Enough

I've had enough of all your lies, this ends now.

Screw you.

Enlightened

Today was rather a long day, homework piled up like a mountain, creepy and annoying. I thought it was going to be a relaxing day, just me, and my beloved bed. But no, we have have essays to struggle for -.- Damn.

I tried finishing my work as soon as possible before it reaches evening since its my routine to go for frisbee. As soon as I finished, downpour came. There goes another pass time of my day. So yeah, I've been home all day, not breaking a sweat, couldn't make the time for anything else either.

Coming to tuition, the only two words that kept playing through my head was Full House



Not this Full House...




This Full House

Those jokers kept gambling beside me, I couldn't even concentrate, I didn't even know whats going on in the class. Oh gosh, next time I'm sitting at the corner man. Eu Gene blamed me too for introducing this class :D ended up gambling.

Alright, my bed summons me, or I need my bed. I'm off,

Good Night. Peace ^_^

Exhaustion

I've been thinking, after receiving a surprise message. I think its time to draw the line, I'm so tired of letting my feelings get manipulated again and again.

Even though they say you'll learn from mistakes, but then, I don't know why I still fall for it another time. Maybe I'm just naive? The person is heartless? I don't know. But one things for sure, I've said it many times before, I hate this kind of people.

The wound before, although it wasn't as raw like back then, but it's still there, people don't just recover from those kind of things just like that y'know? I don't think that I've done enough bad in the past to deserve this kind of punishment. Life is very unfair, even now I don't think there's such thing as the word 'fair'

Maybe when we were kids, people poison our minds with that 'fair' thing, screw them. Why must I take the hard way to learn something. I just don't get it.

Anyhow, the truth now can't hurt me, after what I've been through last year. I'm definitely stronger now, emotionally of course. Physically? That's another story. I'm not going to let anyone manipulate my feelings or take advantage of me in any way. Yeah it sounds hard I know, gotta be really careful. But you can't deny that prevention is better than cure. I think some people do know that.

I guess I've let out what I feel, I've forgotten the rest, but that basically describes my frustration.

Why you have so many friends problem wan?

How can I answer that, everyone does have the problem right, I have awesome friends, those that gives me happiness, those that give me a lot of trouble. That balances it up right?

Aight, I gotta sign off now, don't want make people wait for a partner :)

Good Night and Stay Tuned. Peace ^_^